blissful

felt kinda bliss to be drivin home alone in vv after a noisy and borin night at club.
holdin a cup of milkshake while travellin on the high way at wee hours was kinda serene style of comfortin myself with a dash of self-reflection.

for the past some twenty years, all i could possibly remember are basically good sunny days with love one or havin terrifically memorable fun rainy days. many bad memories have, probably good been swept clean. nonetheless, some significant awful days are still vivid for learnin purpose.
i felt bliss who have someone to love and love mE.
parents who unfailingly supported every single piece of my life.
friends who occasionally appear to spice life up.
event and gatherin which are soup and dessert to complement life.
colleagues who are benign and chip in about lunch-time gossip of fellow colleague.

point to note: never forget to do your hair before you go out.

plan

i am puttin some plans on hold. i am havin some thoughts about my study and work. as i am rushin for a couple of course next year.
furthermore, i am missin my partner a lot lately. i love you and i miss you badly.
btw i am worried for my marathon comin sunday, three more days.
lastly, i am really lookin forward to the overseas trip with my kd.
=)

Into having a long lasting relationship, self restraint, honesty, trust & space are crucial

innocently involved

i am tryin to be a new and volunteer to help a friend. little did i realise i got suck into the mess and blamed.
i am innocent here and all i wanna do is to help and not see a break up.
it is tough to be nice, btw stick to the rule, 'dont care, dont bother, dont give a flyin f*'
it is good to stay neutral and shut up.

stayover

had stayed over k's place last night. it's a memorable experience and night less the disagreement almost a quarrel part.
k went malaysia already. i am so bored at home. wanna go out but a little scared. i am emo-in in front of my computer listenin to sad chinese songs.
i really think that we have stick too close together, although i kinda like the zero distance between us. but k lacks friends' time. i yearn for some high keys activities lately. but k dont seems to be into such high key. each weekend tends to be a little routine and a little spice of goin out.
i wanna go club and go photography field trip with k!!!
=)

mE back

oh no. i felt that lost part of mE again!
today is sunday, i have spent the whole day at home, in front of the computer and the tv.
i am so dead that i wasted the whole day jus like that.
worse, it's jus six days away from Standard Chartered Marathon. i am runnin the 42km without much trainin. i wonder how will 5dec be like.
=)

text mE

jus realised from this blog owner that it can be very true that a simple short text message can do wonders.