back afresh.

with KD afresh. KD found work and thought that KD's life would be more fulfil.
gOod luck KD for you new job.

resolution

1. exercise, run and exercise
been gettin fat, really... must maintain my 28 inches waist line, if not, someone don't want mE le.

2. be less forgetful, more careful and organise, less demandin and more forgivin.
i have been forgettin a lot of things since i last hold my PDA which i lost it several year back, but i don't need one now, i would rather to count on my memory these days coz i can't keep relyin on it and it's troublesome carryin it around, best is that a nice and cool mobile phone which i can store my data. my table is never organised, i don't know why, jus have to make things more organise. i have been demandin too many from KD and i think i should tone down. i think i've been takin too many things to heart too often than not.

3. sleep early
been busy and tie down with a couple of unhappiness, i reckon i could turn in earlier, buildin a better habit.

4. eat on time and well
well... busy became an excuse for meals, i will make sure it get done.

5. be on time
eh... i will keep to it. at least, i will try my utmost.

6. stayin in touch
ever since work became a large part of my life, friends seems to slowly retreat out from my life. anyway, i guess it's time that i meet them once a while for a coffee or dinner somewhere.

7. do sufficient and not more
i think i have been doin the extra extra extra mile to the point that i jeopardize lotsa things. and KD have been tellin few times here and there that i have been overkillin. hmm...

8. START now!
if not now, then when.

wait.

am i really happy?
i don't know. i felt happy to be with KD, but at the same time, a little unhappy coz i felt KD gave quite a lot and is too stress over the relationship. a bit hard to juggle and manage coz it's neither here nor there.
what to do?
KD taught mE this, wait.

post birthday

i made my birthday wish last saturday, i felt relieved. i am happy to be able to make one this year as i used to have nothin much to wish for. this time, i am glad i have KD to celebrate with and most importantly, it became the best birthday present or i mean presents i ever received.
i must take this opportunity to say this,
THANK YOU, KD!
i love you!

5th

Happy Birthday to mE!
my 5th and last birthday present from KD is a pot of plant in cute transparent glass vase with nice and cute fertilizer. i love it very much.

3rd and 4th

my 3rd birthday present from KD is a stay at Shangri La Rasa Sentosa Resort. had lotsa fun. it's fabulous and sweet. the view was great facin the sea. then a dinner at Azabu Sabo at Marina Square and a free movie of 'stardust' there. the movie was a surprise and unexpected, i was totally taken aback when we walked past it and he went to the counter collectin the tickets.

my 4th birthday present from KD is a dinner at Gyu Ka-Ku Japanese BBQ Restaurant at Chijmes. wow! simply delicious and wonderful meal. it's one of the most expensive meal, $170 that i ever had, but it's worth it. then a movie of "mr woodcock" at vivocity quite a nice show.

i was visited

was supposed to sleep till i closed my eyes and suddenly i think the muse visited mE. i got a fair bit of toughness and sadness and rejection and low in my life that i believe it could be penned down and shared to people around who will find it beneficent. nevertheless, bits and pieces have to be first piece up to make a full picture. it will come, i am sure. KD and muse will be behind mE.
for now, i reckon i should get some rest before playin my part as a nice boyfriend.

2nd

my 2nd birthday present from KD is orange color, 28 litres grand deuter. simply lovely.

BBQ

thank you my precious KD who i swore never to give up.
KD organised a small little gatherin at the BBQ pit beside my house, invitin a couple of friends. after a while, two of my close friend shockingly made their appearance. i was surprisingly stunned and speechless. never have i give the thought that the two will come, they are busy people, very busy friends that i know. one is a air steward, the other have two jobs to juggle and a relationship on the rocks. their appearance really brighten my day very much.
received present from alvin and jimmy, patrick and finally jerald. thank you very much guys. simply like it very much.
zihao and gerald gave mE present too. it's durin our little KBox time at marina square, where zihao presented the cake after a little "toilet" break and not forgettin the little pig. thank you very very much. it's very sweet of them.
KD made all these plans alone, in the midst of the busy schedule, hasty done as my schedule is not fixed. this is one birthday i enjoyed the most and there is certain no second thought about it.