mE

today, or i mean yesterday since it's past midnight was not so much a hectic day. everythin was, well, in 'good' control except the thunderstorm that ran past the area when the last detail fired the last shot. on a lighter note, at least everythin went smooth and fine and not so cock, total of four blinds for your info. waited for the bomb specialist to arrive to clear the unexploded warhead. the wait was pretty unbearable especially with the cool and smoothin air, dozed off at the granite bench a couple of time before the medical orderly wakes mE up shoutin, "sir, they're here." alright, finally was the word, after a great hour of wait. other than dozin off, another thing came into my mind, love. it's a word that you can search in the dictionary, but how oneself interpret it is so so different. had a great talk with my another half then, only to realise that i'm jus a fool who is polluted and so caught with the society. i need to stop and stand there for a while and listen to the voices inside mE. i love someone badly. too badly in fact that i am lost and don't know how to move. can someone bring mE to safety?

anyway, i'm on off tomorrow. yawns. think i'm gonna visit my dearest hao hao, who is admittin to a hospital for some minor operation. i have made up my mind and really really I AM DETERMINE! i want and need and badly requires a Nikon DSLR before national day. that's a dream and a wish. mucks.