it's may

the lovely month of may came so unexpectedly. i didn't know it's may day aka labour day after i alighted the cab and realised that the ferry timin for the holiday was kinda weird. i crossed the sea with a twenty odd kilo trash bag containin my neccessity which made my sickness even worse. reached the site only to realise that one of the guy was sick and i was made to send him to the nearest doctor in mainland so took the noon time ferry back again. while so, i thought somethin from my dream is about to happen which indeed happened after all. i demanded, i like to demand a lot. don't know why, perhaps because i care too much about it. this is my way of carin. i do care for myself too, and much more in fact. gonna fall sick again.
anyway, i won't be able to go out this weekend already. got some activities goin on. sigh. need to postpone again? simply hate it.