dumb...

yesterday've been quite fun. watch singpopera and ratatouile. double show double fun. came home with quite a bit of work to sort out. after all, it's the only time in the week that i return to clear my junk at home, physical and technological junk. worked till quite late with the factor that i might not be headin home the comin week make it worse. so it dragged for a while. dragged to the extend i thought and think and trust that KD is sleepin coz KD told that KD will sleep after the talk over the phone.
i jus realised it's not.
i realised how stupid i'm.
i realised that KD have been waitin and waitin.
i don't know how to say i'm sorry.
i'm really such a fool and've been dumb. REAL DUMB!
i hate myself. i really hate myself very much at this bloody point of time.
i will NOT let my KD wait anymore.
i will not let KD wait up for mE to sleep anymore.
i promise.
sorry KD...