how does it feel to be havin a terrible runnin and blocked nose with a bad headache?

sucky. especially you have to endure it yourself for the whole day and no one came to your rescue.

the thing i would like to express and say is,
i dont really feel the love from you anymore. you used to send mE home and put mE in bed when i am not sober or well. i am upset about how i have to climb the flight of stair and every step is pain. it is obvious that you dont care about mE when you zoom pass, hurryin home to rest. my headache is nothin but killin mE. i have been unwell except from the way i drive and upset about every small, but that doesnt ring a bell to you.
it has come to a point that the love needs renewal or will be gone.
if it is deems that you dont deserve my love as i am such a drunken and you will do nothin to hold mE and send mE, i rest my peace and look for someone who doesnt drink and can happily settle with you for the remainin life.
i simply cannot bring you any happiness at all, or perhaps only on bed is the only thing that i can satisfy you. the way you dont hold my hand. the way you dont look at all and the way you dont concentrate in kissin mE tells mE all and nothin else.
if you seek for greener pasture, i bid farewell to you and hope you get the person of your life and live happily ever after.
from your dearest JD.
at least for 010111