Boyfriend vs Best Friend

tough choice, doubtful, unsure, don't know, confused.

nothin could go wrong if this is followed:
i am jus your boyfriend, he is your best friend. period.

todau is saturday

it's saturday again. weeee...
anyway, somethin special happened in AMK.
it's the "GRAND" opening of AMK Hub. i said "GRAND" and it's really "GRAND". hardly you will see any shoppin centre to have firework for openin, but this little heartlander shoppin mall have it for the openin. a five minutes odd fireworks started at nine. so cool right? don't see that taka or vivocity got any fireworks, think this AMK Hub is pretty power woh! haha...

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late this evenin, about half past ten, KD and i went to meritus mandarin to chill out. quite a cool place to be. it's called Observation Lounge at level 38. jus a drinkin place. KD drank a little too much. hehe...

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btw, KD and i also went to chinese garden at jurong to see the lanterns display. got quite a lot of nice shapes of lantern, however, i still think that the entrance is relatively expensive, $12. anyway, it's relatively hot which i reckon it's due to the heat from the light bulb in the lanterns.

not jus another day.

had a great time goin out with KD today. did a lotsa preparation prior to meetin KD.
bought KD some clothes worth near 200 dollars. so happy that KD got new clothes. jus realise that i got a couple of things to do; packin, lookin for things and sort out my drawer. kinda messy now. sigh... but i am happy today.

Dating

Are you a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
	You are a great lover. This will get you into many wonderful relationships. You know how to treat your partner. You are skilled in love and it might be helpful to teach others.
'Are you a good boyfriend/girlfriend?' at QuizGalaxy.com

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Your Dating Style: Committed Relationship

You are all about being in a committed long term relationship. You are all about the love and security that it brings.

'What is your dating style?' at QuizGalaxy.com

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YOUR DATING REPORT CARD:
Category	Grade
Flirting	C
Physical	B
Emotional	A+
Your Average Dating Grade: B
'What is your Dating Grade?' at QuizGalaxy.com

as one..

am at KD's place now. things resolved. i hope. i think so. it must have been.
KD looks so cute and so pretty today. it's one of the few times i see KD so closely and so sweetly.
KD bought a CD for mE. 881 movie soundtrack. so cool lar. muahahaha...
I LOVE KD!

dumb...

yesterday've been quite fun. watch singpopera and ratatouile. double show double fun. came home with quite a bit of work to sort out. after all, it's the only time in the week that i return to clear my junk at home, physical and technological junk. worked till quite late with the factor that i might not be headin home the comin week make it worse. so it dragged for a while. dragged to the extend i thought and think and trust that KD is sleepin coz KD told that KD will sleep after the talk over the phone.
i jus realised it's not.
i realised how stupid i'm.
i realised that KD have been waitin and waitin.
i don't know how to say i'm sorry.
i'm really such a fool and've been dumb. REAL DUMB!
i hate myself. i really hate myself very much at this bloody point of time.
i will NOT let my KD wait anymore.
i will not let KD wait up for mE to sleep anymore.
i promise.
sorry KD...

birthday...

KD's birthday passed. i believe KD've more than enough reason to smile in dreamland. the birthday came with a series of surprises, i hoped it's surprisin enough since a week before the birthday. shall i act on the post-birthday? i think so... muahaha... i'm surely happy to see KD so glad with the celebrations.

trust...

had overcome a couple of unhappiness recently.
fallen deeply in love could be good and bad, could be a blessin or a curse.
could land you in grave unhappy and great happiness.
that's is especially when you care too much about the other party and you get too bother about the person's past, the person's ugly and vice. i got over it. i overcome KD's past, KD's vice and KD's ugly. i no longer bring up the past, no longer bring up the ugly, no longer bring up the vice. what i know is that i've KD and i've to accept KD for who KD is. no matter what would become and what was KD, i jus simply love KD.
when i looked in KD's phone, i saw things that i ain't suppose to see, but i turned it away. no more promptin and no more misunderstandin. i trust KD. i believe what KD done for mE was much more than what was done to others. now i trust KD badly, believe in myself that KD will not lie to mE. even if KD do have feelin for others, KD touch others, KD did anythin behind mE, he will tell mE and not hide it or lie to mE. soon to come, it could be a mutual understandin between us. however, now, we do have another hurdle to overcome. another tall one.