today is the eleventh month anniversary.
pretty happy about it. had a few different celebration since sunday.
had four different kinda cake on sunday. went for a fish and co dinner on monday. had a movie, "Golden Compass" premiere yesterday. today? no idea yet. hmm... ha.
gave KD three presents. all comes with a lotsa meanin. hope KD enjoy and it.
was quite uneasy yesterday. had some unpleasant recollection of events that once happened to my good friend some time ago. breakin up and gettin new one seems so clique, but it's somethin that friends around mE been through. on top of that, the reason of breakin always seems so ridiculous like 'i got no feelin for you anymore' or it's jus simply that someone cuter is after them. well... i don't know when it's gonna happen to mE. i jus really don't know when or will it ever. i voiced this little concern i had to KD and KD shared his piece with mE. KD felt that too. relationship at some stages are vulnerable and unstable. this calls for some holdin on and have to bear it and get over with. it might be a while or months dependin on how the issue is bein resolve.
in a relationship, most of us need things known as 'anchor' for us to look forward to. once this anchor point is lost or taken over, there is a need for another new anchor point. anchor point can be one year anniversary, marriage, gettin a child or whatsoever. it's jus have keep goin. it's jus like some goals to achieve in the relationship. the tighter you hold on to the anchor point, the harder you will work and fight towards it. also it's harder for one to let go. when relationship runs outta energy, i think this is somethin that keep couple goin. anchor point might takes time to reach, but it must be realistic enough.
eh... i think KD have given a great sense of assurance to mE. i reckon i can't think of reason for us to part. hmmm... how many more decades are we gonna last? thank you KD for bein with mE.
