not another lost today

woke up pretty late today. didn't realise there're a number of people like mE out there who is bored to the extend that 'rot at home' is the only phase to use at that point of time. nothin much on television to watch. later in the afternoon, headed to amk hub to shop for a while before goin to aunt's place. bought swim goggles, ant and cockroaches killer stuff, sneaker balls and lotsa food. went back to the coffeeshop below my house for chicken rice with 03 x bowls of rice and spent twelve dollars on drinks and sweets in seven eleven to get the doramon fridge magnet. ha. went to see my aunt and played with my cousin's children. returned home near ten and threw everythin outta my drawers and sort a lotsa things out. saw lotsa old old old photo. some photo from my trainin in brunei which took place two years ago, some with my grandmother when she's still around on a ferry ride to sentosa, one with my ex in sentosa when the merlion were jus around and lotsa neoprints. ha. anyway, someone brought mE brownie, so we went to mac to top it up with 50cents ice cream to make it brownie sundae. cool right? very nice. came home to carry on packin and use facial scrub and cleanser and my facial mask and pore pack and face moisturin veil and hand moisturer too. so typin very slow now. wanna go sleep but can't sleep. a little sad and stress and Lost in outta space. went into deep thinkin a while ago. pack and pack and never seems to end. given up on packin my stuff. dump everythin back into the drawer and came back to blog le. gonna be a busy week soon. gonna leave mainland a couple of times this week.

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The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
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psp

got a psp game. monster hunter. quite fun.
should i typed my feelin out? had some unhappiness in mE. think i should jus keep it in myself and that's enough.

btw

monday

yesterday is monday, met hao and kle and nic at orchard, eat at pepper lunch and then snack at nydc where i used my uob platinum for the first time. yawns. one week passed. mango cake is nice.
today had some presentation and i was the last group presentation the same topic, then very pressurizin especially my boss isn't around where other group have bosses around to guide and give advice. then i reckon i added in a lotsa idiot speech and morronic comment. made a fool outta myself. tomorrow is valentine. mango cake is cool.