dumb

so dumb that i lost KD's chain. should've pass over hand to hand and i shouldn't've place it in the plastic bag. if KD can't find, i'm so so so dead and i'm so dumb and i'll be so angry with myself. sob.

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JD is lovin KD everyday!~
thank you KD!

fine...

things're gettin better lately. really. much much much better compare to weeks ago. i felt. jus somehow, today felt awkward without KD's presence.
KD somewhat evolved to become part of my life, someday without KD seems bored and restless. i don't how KD felt. perhaps we should start and get movin onto the next stage?

STOP!~

stop it, the feelin is tormentin, i felt out of place. i want nothin jus a good talk with you. that is all that i wanted. but nevertheless, you showed mE your sleepy look, you told mE that you're tired and you ain't listen to mE. at least i cut short everythin and attempted to make sure things goes well and tomorrow will be better. but you lied.

enough

JIM JIM JIM!~
blooody bastard, enough is enough. why do you always have spoilt the sweet and nice relationship. such a jerk.
why can't you jus hold a stable and sweet relationship at hand and keep restort to make it sour.
GRAB A HOLD OF YOURSELF! know what is right and DO IT! PLEASE!
JD. =(

again

can't believe i am so so so dumb and stupid to commit the mistake of the same nature again. jus so dead again. it's jus so mE. dumb and stupid and idiotic and retarded. well. i could've avoided it. really i could, but i didn't see it comin so close, perhaps i am really not such a good boyfriend material at all. sigh. =(

vv

it's been nearly two months after vv came. i have terribly did lotsa wrong thing to vv. felt miserable and heartachin all thank to mE bein so green. argh!
i've to pay for my silly mistake, but thankfully, i've a lovely and nice KD there by my side to help mE with all my dumb act. i don't know how much more do i've to learn enough. i really wanna stop hurtin vv. i love KD, JDKD love vv. =)

btw was browsin through fb when i outta no where came across someone i really detest a lot. someone who cut in and play foul when KD and i had a heated arguement. talkin about this someone jus simply makes my blood boils and KD used to choose this someone over mE. how frustratin and shockin to know that KD brought this someone home durin birthday. well. what's over's over, but unwittingly, it's not over when shadow remains, when roots is still in the soil readily waitin to shoot it's stem out. oh well. it's KD's decision to break tie or not.

ouch

my last hammy left. sob. my second last hammy die kinda horribly. sorry.
but i reckon the one that i should sorry to is KD. i didn't really know KD will react so violently. really. i am such a bitch, so cheap and so worthless. sorry KD. it really hurts a lot.