with love?

havin some slight problem with life. kinda lost and really the word is lost. direction-less. don't know what do next. hmm... got some plans, but don't really have the discipline to put it into action and execute it. kept pushin things to somethin known as tomorrow. hmm... i believe it's sometimes good to be lost at times, at least, you can revisit what you really want.
talkin about want. i learned somethin really useful today. it's the three beliefs in life: the love, the need, the want. this is especially if you're a workin adult. when you're workin, have you thought of why the hell am i workin? because i need to work to keep livin and not jus existin, takin free oxygen? because i jus wanna work coz everyone says i have to? or because i LOVE to work what i am workin? perhaps most of us falls into the first one, because you need to. need to support the family, need to buy this and that, need to eat. but what if you love your job and have ultimate passion in it, will it makes a difference? will you smile and work beyond your limits? i guess so. hmm... life is not simply jus about survivin, it's also about lovin yourself and the things you do. well... don't jus let time and decades pass without fall in love with anythin.
btw, i found my PSP. my colleague "kept" it for mE coz i misplaced it on my table.
can jus ONE person buy mE a good and nice thick christian bible for collection? i lost track of when i last flipped one. i don't wanna receive three or four of it coz i jus need one for data collection and pleasure readin. so jus one is enough. thanks.