strawberries.

i jus took out the box of strawberries from the refrigerator. ate three and for once, these strawberries are jus so sweet. and i jus cried so badly.
when you're deeply in love, everythin you do for the person and everythin you take or eat is jus sweet. i guess, finally, i am truly and deeply in love. one love that i will cherish and remember. prayin every mornin and workin hard each day not to lose it today, but it's jus hard when your beloved is god and you're jus another one person on the street when no one bother to take a second look at. felt so unworthy. felt so hurt. felt how my beloved was hurt for the past four months.
i promise not to let my darlin get hurt anymore, to take good care of, to shower with hundred and one percent of time and effort and love, but does it help? my fragile little darlin was hurt, hurt too badly.
darlin, i really love you.