what a week.

quite an eventful week had jus passed.

made quite a number of trip back and fro to see KD. it's jus some motivation i had that keeps mE goin nowadays. nevertheless, the new birth of the hammy this week gave new joy in our life.

we went for a small scale bbq at KD's friend's place on sunday, a little cat's pictures exhibition on monday, i was busy on tuesday night and i stayed over on wednesday where KD's mother made some comments. on that very monday, we stumbled across this seafood restaurant opposite the central, a new installation at clarke quay train station. the restaurant was nice and cheap.

went for imran's birthday yesterday. quite Ok. KD got a bit high from the tequila i bought. after the little event, a small unhappiness dampen the mood a little then, perhaps till this hour too. then KD came over for a while and left home. i held too tight on to KD and have not been havin enough time for myself. lackin of it only drive mE a little too close to KD and the threat of losin KD became more and more clear. a scorpion is one that whip its tail up when threat is nearin. the scorpion at this time seems forceful and full with force to cause you much anguish. but the honest truth is that the scorpion is scared, but have to maintain it's position.

apparently, work this week was rather fun and smooth. no arrows shot mE yet. jus doin what i should be doin.

thought back about what happened this week, unconsciously took mE back what happened some six months ago. saw my ex's bf yesterday. a sudden surge of unhappiness came gushin into my head and i decided not to look at him. that constrict mE to look the other way where i saw some of my old friend who i have not come in contact with a rough three years. we used to rattle about our daily happenin, met each other weekly. that was years ago and have not visited each other since then.