updown

up and down are inevitable in relationship. it somehow came to my attention that my blog is, sadly, an extremely useful avenue for mE to snap and shout out loud without hurtin or causin someone's sweet dreams to turn into nightmare.
somehow, with all due respect to profession that KD is workin now created some tension. the tension is some great and uptight that it is jus a matter of time that it will snap anytime when care is not properly administered. in retrospect, things might have gone this bad before, but it was well-informed and things were much properly managed without the tension settlin and the stress level ain't reachin boilin point. in the myriad relationships of my kind i've seen, daily encounter really ain't somethin that i see less cases of stayin together, but mine does even when it's nearin about a year of our union. the relationship now is dependin on this very much i guess, but apparently, other trivial elements stepped in causin a big black dot on a white wall and scrubbed it off requires mammoth strength.
for now, things are leaned to my favour, a little. the best park is it is still within control!